One Month to Live

If I had only one month to live, there is so much I would try to do or accomplish. I couldn't even explain how it would feel like when I first would've found out I only had to live for a month. First thing I would do was go and visit my Uncle Mike in the hospital. I would stay down there as long as I had to just so he would get better. The next thing I would do would be try and try and try to win the lottery, and if I finally won I would give some to the charity and my family. I would also go and visit all the little kids in the St. Jude hospital. I have always wanted to do that. I would stay with them for days and days just to let their last memories be happy. Another thing I would do is get Kaitlyn, Jordan and my rap published, for everyone to see it. I would everyone in our class and in my family and my friends would buy it so it would be a memory of me. I would take Kaitlyn to a Paramore concert because she has always wanted to go to one. My mom and I would take a world trip together and spend most of the month with her because she is my best friend and I know I would really miss her. I would also buy Leah and heather a cell phone because they don't have one and just in case I need to tell them something right before I die. I would get another laptop just like Mr. Trawicks, and an Active board like Mrs. Porter. I would never forget about any of my memories with my friends and I would make many more so they would never forget me. One word HAWAII! I would defiantly bring Kaitlyn and my mom to Hawaii with me. The best memories and last memories is always with your best friend and mom. I would take my grandmother and go outer space because both of us have always wanted to do that since I was little. I would also try out for survivor and take my grandmother with me. The next thing I would do would be to meet Pete Wentz, Dr.Phil, The Olsen Twins, and all the cast to Full House. I have always wanted to meet those people and Ive been watching Full House since I was little. That is my all time favorite show. I would want to get an album book with all pictures of me and all my friends and family together and make copies and give it to them.


Well, there are a few things I would like some people to have. I am going to write a will. The first item would be my phone. I think my phone would go to my mom because her phone is always messed up. It never works right. The next item would be my laptop. I would give that to my mom too. All my converse shoes would go to Lindsey Purvis, and Leah Hallman. They would go to them because I know they love converses. My dog, Allie, would go to Kaitlyn because she is in love with it and talks about it all the time. All my clothes would go to homeless kids and girls because they are less fortunate.

If I really did only have a month to live I would do many more things, that I can't really explain. I wouldn't be able to believe it at first and I know I would freak out! Well there are most of the things I would do If I only have a month to live.

Two questions to think about. =]

There are two main questions to answer during this blog. Who do I give joy to and what brings me joy? I know for sure that I have never really thought about those two questions. I would say what brings joy to me is helping other people. When I help other people it puts a smile on my face and theirs. It makes you have these warm feelings inside or thoughts in your head that says you just did something great. I know that I bring joy to that certain someone I helped. There is one person I brought joy to. Another thing that brings me joy is laughing. When I laugh you know that I am having fun and I am not worrying about anything. All my worries and thoughts just go away. I think I give laughter to other people too. Laughing is a contagious disease that makes you feel good and brings joy to a lot of people I know. Another joy is when I am happy. When I am happy I am not worried about anything and I not letting anything or anyone get to me at that moment. It’s like why be said when you can do all these things that bring you joy? Some people get depressed and sad over the stupidest stuff but all I have to think about is something good. An example would be, like I said, helping people. When you’re sad you really don’t want to do anything or talk to anyone, but when you’re happy all you do is talk to people and do everything for anyone or just for yourself. I think I give joy to my mother. My mom is like my best friend. I can tell her anything at all. When I am around all we do is laugh and cut up. It’s like we are sisters because at some points she is just like me, a thirteen year old girl, but then at other times she is a strict mom. I also think when I am around her I make her happier than ever because I am her daughter. I also give joy to my grandma and my grandpa. My grandma is like my second mother. She is hilarious and fun to be around but then again at times we argue just like mother and daughter or brother and sisters do. We may not always agree on the same topics but we will always love each other and I am glad that I bring joy to her. My grandpa is the same way. I love him to death. We laugh all the time and once again he is strict too. He is like my dad I never have. He is always there for me and will talk to me about everything and then there are times that we cut up and laugh and joke around. I think I bring joy to him also. I love my whole family with all my heart. Another thing that gives me joy are the kids I baby-sit When I am babysitting or looking after them I get that warm feeling again. My heart starts to smile. Even though they can be rude or mean I always over look that because it’s the little kid coming out in them. When they say they want to be just like me then I know I am doing a good job by teaching them the right ideas and how to be polite. Right then when I walk in and they come screaming to me saying RIKI! Then I know right there that they love me and I give joy to them. There are many different ways you give joy to people and how people or items give you joy. But always think that deep down there is someone always giving you joy and you will always give them joy in any type of way. Even if it is laughter or singing or just be there with them. You or whoever will always be there thinking she made me happy or She gave me joy.

My Three Values in life.

My three values in life are my family, friends, and life. I value these dearly. In everyday life, you wouldn't think that these three things would be my favorite. You would think my cellphone and my computer and things like that are but you got to think more deeper into someone. I show these things in different ways each day. Everyday could be different. I value my family for many different reason. One reason is because my family is always there for me. As I mean by my family is usually just my mom. My mom is like my best friend and my sister. I can go to her and tell her anything I need to. My grandpa and Grandma and my aunt and cousins are there too but I can't trust them as much as I trust my mom. Family is an important thing to have because what if you didn't have any friends? Or you couldn't tell this one thing to any of your friends or something like that. What would you do? I don't know what I would do without my mom. I love her so much. If I lost her I don't think I would ever be the same again. Even though sometimes I do yell at my mom or I don't listen to her but we all have to look over the bad things in life and make the good things appear more. Sometimes it is hard for that to happen for that one person but If you just look it will show, deep down in there somewhere they have to have good in their life. The next value in my life is my friends. I have a lot of Best Friends but just one main best friend. I can tell her everything and anything. We fight all the time. When we argue we get mad at each other for about 5 minutes but then we are talking like sisters again. I love her so much. I don't know what I would do without her. Friends are pretty important to me just as important as family. I love all them. I have many friends but just one best friend as I said up there. Sometimes friends can be more important than your family. Maybe if you have something that only a friend could give you advice on then your friend would be more important than your family at that point of time. My other Value in my life is my LIFE. I think that each and every

person and life on this earth means something special to everyone. If you hate someone or if they hate you it doesn't matter you should value every ones life. One minute they could be here the next they won't be here. You never now when God will take him/her away from us.
Those are my three values top my life and i love them dearly.